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HOOKED ON COCALAND

st. mj's guide to paradise for lost gringos

 

book three:

Cartagena Amable:

 


back in the city again craving a paradise fix

(concl.)

 

 little boy sits looking into distance
              as 5 FARC rebels guard building housing peace talks 

" 'You gotta pay for peace in Colombia', says Robbie, with native brilliance. "

boy and Colombian FARC guerrillas[1]

 

“Rebels of the Revolutionary Armed Forces of Colombia

[Russian-Communist-inspired 'FARC']

form a security cordon in San Vicente del Caguán

185 miles south of Bogotá, Thursday”

New York Times, January 8, 1999

 

for decades guerrillas and government troops

– the latter ‘aided’ by ‘paramilitaries’ –

warred over possession of Colombian backcountry


the peace talks likewise lasted decades
(sign reads: 'Laboratory of Peace')
(note machine gun in front of security cordon)

 
 

Thou art not an orphan.  Thou hast a friend.  Thou art God’s orphan.

Augustine
Expositions on the Psalms (Psalm 145:18f)[2]

 

thursday, 10/13/94.

 

94.  OFFER A HAND, AS ONE WAS OFFERED YOU.

 

a sticky warm evening. sitting at El Torito restaurant by the sidewalk of Eighty-something St., in the big coastal port city of Barranquilla. losing patience with the interminable deluge of street vendors and beggars.

 

we're here with Chalo, not at the beach with Caridad’s cousin and his friend on crutches. we stood the dunces up, thinking about how they treated the little waif.

 

i say to Robbie, "I don't want to pay one more street vendor to leave me in peace!"

 

"You gotta pay for peace in Colombia," says Robbie, with native brilliance.

 

Chalo tells another version of his leaving home at 12. he was the oldest, and his father abandoned them all. his mother beat him every day, so he ran away. it seems more believable than other versions. each version is closer to the truth, maybe. or further from it. who knows?

 

Barranquilla street urchins beg with their sad eyes, standing there, waiting for our leftover pizza. we give it to them so they'll leave us in peace.

 

Chalo wants to be a dentist in the U.S. "But," he says sadly, "nobody has given me a hand."

 

i look at him a second, then extend mine.

 

he takes it.

 

we shake.

 

little boy in doorway of
              ELN-graffiti-ed house guarded by soldier 

little boy and soldier

(guerrilla? government? paramilitary?)

in front of a house marked with ‘ELN’ graffiti

 

the ELN (not FARC) were the rebel group

most active near Santisima Cruz

(although some FARC were also nearby)

‘ELN’ = Ejercito de Liberación Nacional = Army of National Liberation

(inspired by Cuba’s Fidel Castro)

(meaning, as the Dr. notes: that, to fully comprehend that Ibrahim's family were Fidel-Castro-friendly
took him a mere twenty-three years)
(that whole time he was in denial) 


[1]  The photo is from a slide show made available online by the New York Times on January 8, 1999, a day after the president of Colombia met with FARC leaders in San Vicente del Caguán, in the Amazon jungle 185 miles south of Bogotá, for ‘peace talks’, hoping to end or alleviate the decades-long grip upon Colombian countryside (and city too at times) by armed and violent revolutionary guerrilla forces. The Colombian Nobel Literature prize recipient, Gabriel García Márquez, was importantly present, offering his services at mediation, given the fact that for years both sides of the Colombian conflict, like all Colombians, had trusted him and treated him with almost more reverence than they showed the pope. (The Colombians approximate the French in truly revering and adoring their greatest thinkers and writers.)

 

[2]  Many of Augustine’s sermons were copied down shorthand by scribes as he preached on Sunday mornings in his bishopric church in King’s Horse (Hippo Regius) during the early 400s, 40 miles from the Mediterranean, in what is now northeastern Algeria, not far from what was then the city of Carthage (the ruins of which are now near Tunis, in Tunisia). In the year 429 a horde of invading barbarians called ‘Vandals’ laid siege to Hippo Regius and within a year, while the town was still under siege, Augustine died; and soon thereafter the town finally fell to the Vandals’ siege. Soon the Roman Empire’s hold on North Africa was nil. Civilization collapsed in the area, and most of the scrolls recording Augustine’s sermons and books were lost or back-shelved until later in the Middle Ages when his influence waxed again. His ‘expositions’ on the Psalms were really just his sermons, written down by scribes while he preached. This quote, then, is from one of his extemporaneous sermons in his own pulpit, in his own assigned bishopric church; and the Psalm he was interpreting at the moment was Psalm 145, verses 18-20: “The LORD.is nigh unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth. He will fulfil the desire of them that fear him: he also will hear their cry, and will save them. The LORD preserveth all them that love him: but all the wicked will he destroy.” Dr. Lorenzo happened upon these words of Augustine’s on Psalm 145 while glancing through Jung’s Mysterium Coniunctonis. It may be found there on or near page 22 (depending on which edition). Jung, C. G., The Collected Works of C. G. Jung, Vol. 14, Mysterium Coniunctionis (Princeton: Princeton University Press, 1955-56, ’63, ’70), p. 22.

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glossary                  bibliography


what's happening with  Dr. Lorenzo now  (Dec. 2016)

the impact of  Jung's 'opposites'  on mj lorenzo

on the grave matter of what the Dr. calls  'mass psychosis'

about Sammy Martinez'  'Introduction'  to the present work

note from B. C. Duvall:  how to read  this kind of writing




Back pages feature April 2017:

An aging dry-brain yet still self-analyzing shrink
Dr. Lorenzo

tells a live educated audience including would-be post-postmodern writers

why he risked chasing away readers

by recently adding to this website's home page

-- not 1 -- not 2 but --

3 hokey Bible verses