formerly
pacifying from a distance
the gun
explodes
and as I
sink imploding
into the
violence of its barrel
into the
world reordered and willed to (forced upon) me
by Jack
I seek to be
remade
formerly
pacifying from a distance
the blue
Buick explodes
and as I
sink imploding into the violence of its frame and body
into the
world reordered and willed to (forced upon) me
by Jack
I seek to be
remade
